Hari-hari gw sekarang gw abisin buat jalan" gak jelas sekeliling Jakarta Timur. Abis ini, gw harus fotocopy segala berkas" dan ngelaminating ijasah buat daftar ulang besok di Balairung.
Sekarang, gw bener" sendiri. Maha ansos. Gw jadi punya dunia sendiri, dan gw takut banget sampe gak bisa minggle di antara orang-orang baru. Sekarang ini gw gampang bgt berselisih paham sama orang. Gw cuman maw ngikutin apa maw gw sendiri. Hahahha parah paraaaaah.
Kayaknya gw harus kembali ke bumi dan menjadi gw yang gampang nerima pendapat orang kayak dulu d. Gak sok pinter kayak sekarang. Sok-sok punya teori sendiri gitu haha.
Eh, gw bikin lirik lagu (sebenernya puisi, sih! tapi kalo ada yang maw buatin lagunya, gw seneng bgt!) tadinya maw gw kasih judul The Scientist, tapi bakal kedengeran kayak Coldplay banget. Mentang" gw suka Britpop, tapi gak orisinil gitu. Yaaaah, gw kasih judul... Smart Little Big City Girl. Check this out!
Smart Little Big City Girl
seems everything you've ever wished has come true
you've seen smiles on those faces, proud on their chestes
oh you've seen it all
you know what you do, you made people listen you
but now people just asking on their heart and looking deep toward you
oh they just wondering
why there's sad looking in your eyes
why there's a trumble on your voice
and why there's a doubt in your theory?
how can you displease of your achievements
how can you be sad among this joy
how can you cry at the end of everyday?
You talk to yourself everymorning
Drinking coffee gather you energy
Making plans imagine ways
Listen to the playlist your bestfriends suggested
They say you're so lucky
You say you're a charm
They say you're a sister
You say you're just a little girl
Then, you've found out your not completely wrong
You've just a smart little big city girl
Trying to be a bitch but ended up remain pure
Working so hard to fit in but you've made your own pace
Oh dear why?
People asking why so do I
Did you tell a lie?
So why you just wish to fly?
Stay, dear stay
They need you though they never say to you
Just swallow the pills
Just drink what you drinking
Forget the fact that you've been left
You're just a smart little big city girl
You can do anything
He's just a train that moves so quick
You move quicker, you got it all
You'll find someone
I know you could
Now someone waiting for you
Though he's not even half of your dream
And again you swallow your pills
Forget the man you've been waiting
Reach his hand; he who you barely know
And now, you're just a smart little big city girl